The weather is always so good when it's on 'working days'. And always rain or having dark sky when it's on weekend.
I'm so stressed out lately and I really wanna getaway and relax. Maybe just go to somewhere else for a weekend, I just want to leave this chaotic mess for a while and refresh myself. Actually.. I'm quite happy these days, I have found my love, my focus, just that work is not going too well for me. Too much changes for me to handle, or I should say.. I don't want to handle.
I think work had become secondary to me, I just want to enjoy life, but then in order to enjoy a 'decent life', I need to have money to pay the bills, so I gotta work. Not that I have lost all my ambitions, but just the work that I'm doing is not actually what I'm looking for. How many more years can I waste on this? I know you may say I'm 'progressing', but the pace was so slow that I really don't know when I can really CLIMB UP?!? I just found no intention or motivation to work when the job nature is really not what I'm seeking.
Sounds like I'm whinning a lot here. I'm happy with my life other than work, that's why I really wanted to getaway to have a break. When I'm all refreshed, I'm sure I can get myself a fresh start at work, and can gain back my energy and motivation.
May our Lord bless all the ones that I love, wish they all have good health and happiness!
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